What started as weird feelings in my tummy have turned into the worst period cramps ever.
Is this labor? I don’t even know what contractions are supposed to feel like!
M is asleep, he got a bit worried when I said I might be in labor so I assured him it’s nothing and he passed out. Well it is past 2am!
The pain is intense. And I know it will just get worse! I am actually really scared. I don’t like pain unless it’s self-inflicted and even then I don’t like too much of it.
No baby name yet, scared of how my life will change, wishing I could turn back the hands of time and not be so obsessed as I was but rationally think do I even want this.
Scared that I don’t really want this.
Oh it’s starting again, I think the little man is ready to come out! Yikes!!!!!