I think I’m in Labor

What started as weird feelings in my tummy have turned into the worst period cramps ever.

Is this labor? I don’t even know what contractions are supposed to feel like!

M is asleep, he got a bit worried when I said I might be in labor so I assured him it’s nothing and he passed out. Well it is past 2am!

The pain is intense. And I know it will just get worse! I am actually really scared. I don’t like pain unless it’s self-inflicted and even then I don’t like too much of it.

No baby name yet, scared of how my life will change, wishing I could turn back the hands of time and not be so obsessed as I was but rationally think do I even want this.

Scared that I don’t really want this.

Oh it’s starting again, I think the little man is ready to come out! Yikes!!!!!



One thought on “I think I’m in Labor

  1. Omgomgomg!!! I hope it’s all over by now and you’re out of pain and have that little guy in your arms. I’m so excited and nervous for you. Write me when you can?? I’ll text you later in the week. Xoxoxoxoxox. You can do this!!!

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